~sweet escape~

Selamat tanggal 27 Juli, bestie. Happy birthday to me. Semoga sepanjang umur selalu diberkahi Allah, dilimpahkan kebahagiaan dan kesehatan yang sebanyak2nya. You are great. You are beautiful. You are worth it. Do not let them say it otherwise. You make it to 35, and cheers to many years ahead. Yang paling penting, jangan gantungkan kebahagiaan di orang lain. Karena pada akhirnya, yang paling bisa kita andalkan ya diri sendiri. From Blogger iPhone client

So sad today. I just wanna write here to remind me someday that I am that hurt. Maybe I am out of control, but it is just blow up cause I have keep it in my mind for so long. And truth is, I am tired. Maybe I am not that rich, I am not good enough as a daughter and sister, not a good wife and mother, but I do try. No need to demean me. No need to say bad things about me. Cause I have tried for so long to become a good person. And I just want to be accepted. But from now on, I learn my mistake. If I am not allowed to show what I feel inside, If I am not allowed to complain over things, If I am not allowed to cry, I will just shut my self down. Shut my mouth and keep it all inside. Cause at the end, I just have Allah. And my self to rely on.  From Blogger iPhone client